Love.

Love seems to be simple and happy. But sometimes it is hurtful and in agony. I know what I have gone through for these few years. There are good memories and sad memories. Often ask myself, 'Why do I keep hold on..is because I treasure this relationship'. Still, we quarrel everytime, probs come one after another. I was quite tired of the probs. Shared to my friends, but i know I annoyed them alot. Heh. Sorry peeps!
What I had learned throughout this relationship with him is that I learn how to love, I learn how to be strong because of the probs we are facing. When there are pros, there are cons too. Probs made us a distance. Made us tiring. Resulting in blaming one another. Throwing fights.Making us not sure about our destiny.

Even if we are apart, I will still thank God for him in my life. Making me stronger. Although everything will be diff. There will be silence in my life. Will try my best to adapt my single life again. It will be hard. Really hard. Of course, will be in agony and pain. Nevertheless, I never regret to be with him.

If we are to be together again, we will strive till the end.

Let God decides our destiny.

Bad but enjoyable day!

PHEW..FINALLY BACK TO MY OWN ROOM!

Woke up early in the morning just to do discussion bt end up din really di anything~
I was so sleepy yet have to open my eyes..what a suffering day!!

Went to 2 classes..again..almost fell asleep..yes i did fell asleep..but thinking that my acc got MONEY READY!!!!so, as usual, i back to my happy face=)hahaha..

Although is sleepy while in class,walking,eating..but smthgs woke me up..when i was trying to get into the bus..smbody(alien) pushed me from behind and i really stucked there!!then the other fat girl looked at me and said 'ISH' !!WHAT!! not my wrong..not my fault..i din push her but ppl behind me pushing me and eventually i ter-push her!..yet she so big size..she pushed me AWAY!!!!!!she is like giant and use her body to push just to get into bus..alright,i let her do it coz i am not as strong as her..haha..then i purposely let other ppl on the other side go up first..just to let the ppl behind me know that push me also no use..still wont get to go up so FAST! HAD FUN PUSHING AROUND!*WINK*

Went back to my kolej cafe..got my roti telur!!!! and burnt the curry my tongue..was to eager to eat..haha!!

Although is a bad and tiring day, but still i enjoy sitting in front of my lappy=) NEXT,STUDY TIME

Sabah New life~

*UPDATE**GRINS*

Ahh...already 1month in Sabah..
Suddenly feel so bored dy~..
Seems like there is ntg for me to be excited abt except the MOUNT KK!!!!

HEHE..i need to train alot before i go there..yah,,im so small size bt doesnt mean i cant climb!ahaha..i got my trainer to train me dy~!~~THAT's THE STAIRS!!
i climb it everyday everynite..just to get back to my pretty supercool room!*LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH*

those stairs are super high and it really makes me exhausted everytime,.but think positively,i can train my stamina~!! later i only took 5mins to climb gunung lambak!AHAHA!!! btw, let me tell you........that is IMPOSSIBLE MAN!!!hahahah!

See...that's how exhausted my life is..*EMO*..

about bus : Everyday have to wait for bus, squeezing me into sardines...they dun queue! they push and cramp! smtimes they will push us to the side where i cant get into bus.. but smtimes if they push from back,i can GET INTO THE BUS!!hahaha!! so smtimes is good actually...haha!lets PUSH to the MAX!! *happy*

For classes.......ok ok only laa....till now i dun really get to catch up with what lect taught.. plus got MID TERM EXAM SO SOOOONNN~~~!!!!!!!!WUAH!!!!!GONNA JUMP DOWN FROM MY ROOM LA!!! bt nvm,since im a slacker,lets do last minute workk..=D

Everyday is a routine for me..haha..wake up,eat,sch,eat,back,eat,sch,eat,online,sleep.....(everyday)..so i find myself smting interesting to do..then i got myself into debate club...yahhhh....those senior brainwashed me..."debate is good,can build up your confidence,can learn to speak well english" YAHHH..is good, i dun deny but.....not my type~ whenver my turn for that scary horror 7mins, my heartbeat goes UP and UP and UP..nvr gone down..bt still manage to crap for 7mins..but the thing is debate is NOT crap..that's why i say is not my type~! went for 2 times..bt seems getting better but but but but but not really interested in it..hahah~! AHHH...one word descreibe me laaa...'useless'....

Then...got myself out of the club..sry senior!!!!!!and join wushu~!weeeee~!!!!!COME ON!!WHO DARE!!AHAHAHAH~!!
and i gonna join wushu this fri!!i guess i gonna get hit first!haha!! bt still not really my first choice la....waiting for scuba club(din even know is there a club for that) haha..hope i do enjoy wushu-ing!

Thx also to BOO! yahh..you made me laugh everyday!you influenced me to laugh!!hahaha!!till ppl also said you FYD!hahaah!!(FA YANG DIAN)
Thx also to my other friends..follow me here and there..accompany here and there..love you peepoooo=D !! LETS GO FOR CROCODILE BAK KUT TEH ONE DAY! * just thought of trying it* haha..


-love-
QY

surprise b'dae from my old friends

OOOOO...
yesterday nite,actually planned to have supper coz aud could't make it for tea...
so,around 9.45pm,went to pick chee emily out from tmn desa to xiao bai wu(mamak stall lah...not chinese ah...ahhaha)....

then,when we reach there,chee emily got out from the car and dunno where she went...hilang ready..then emily cheong called me up asking where am i and wanna change place coz xiao bai wu too hot...!!!!!!!!!!!!i told her that i need to go back by 12am,so dun change la~~~~

waited almost an hour in xiao bai wu with daniel..duh~~...none of them reaches yet..called chee emily up but she said she went smmore...funny right???suddenly dissapeared..smthing's wrong...aahaha!!!i quite fed up ready coz wait so long...called ah dong,he din pick up the phone..called chee emily second time,she din pick up also...!!!!!haiyo...terrible lah..smmore i need to go back early....

waiting waiting waiting and at first emily cheong,yin wen and sze qi came first..emily cheong drove...so..ok ..finally..then jun kang and ah niao came..then ah dong,aud,chee emily came..so,i asked where did they go...chee emily said buy ciggarettes for ah dong's dad...and really got ciggarettes in aud's bag..ok...i trust them for this..so,we chat and chat ...laugh laugh laugh...dunno why audrey so bad mood..i concern,so i asked her..she give me a fake smile..haiyo....(Actually she main me punya)!!!!!!!

not long later,chee emily and aud went to toilet...for i think 10mins they havent come out..i thought they drop into the toilet bowl!!hHAHAAHAHAH!...so,we wait...nvm...abt 11.30pm ready...most funny thing is yin wen spilled her drinks!!!HAHAAHAH!!masih budak kecik eh??hahahah....

suddenly,saw b'dae cake coming from behind...happy b'dae to you , happpy b'dae to you~~~~~~~....(shy lah)...saw the b'dae cake..made from audrey....really touch..have to thx ah dong too..coz they..ehem mah..then i got a b'dae cake lo..hahhahaaha...kinda surprise for me..really feel happy..aud's bad mood just an act...emily chee also banyak pandai...because chee emily suddenly dissapeared,i got doubt on you all!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAH!!!

we moved to mcd after that.....till..................1smthing=)

ok ok....the cake was very nice=)i love it...and the presents=)i have a wonderful 19th b'dae=)


Specially thanks to: audrey(baker)
: ah dong(planner,,hahahah....)
: yin wen(the sha po)
: sze qi (the one to brought camera)
: chee emily ( the lost one)
: emily cheong (the funny one)
: daniel (who fetch me there and celebrate with me)
: ah niao (the bird)
: jun kang(smooth face)
: chee kian (the one who came late)
: shaun (the one who just bangun tidur)
: my mum (the one who let me out till so late)

muahx!love you guys!always my best friends!

My B'dae

ok...
I really want to thx Aud for the collage she made for my b'dae...
really awesome..hahaha!!well,surprise me coz i never thought she will do that...plus she is sick...kelian ni loh...hahaha...
Thx for all the b'dae wishes from my friends...btw,appreciate it alot...esp joey...still remember my b'daeT-T......hahaha...you are so far far away............

Yesterday a good day for me...went out about 5pm coz elaine actually asked me to go songbox..,.she belanja...sure i go lah...hahaha...sing sing sing.....

Went old taste for dinner with daniel...haha...
nxt,he bought present for me!!!!like it=)
Catch a movie,Ninja,9.45pm...
seriously nice lah the movie...for me...
blood spashing allaroud..head on the ground,half body been cut off...hahahahaha...quite exciting and a lil disgusting...(i like it,so doesnt matter for me)...hahaha...


that's end of yesterday...lazy to write so much,so summarize everything..
waiting for the bbq party with my classmates=)waiting for the PRESENT TOO!!HAHAHAHA!!!
THX to Yw, Mei hsien, Joo ann + BF, Teng Fang, Wen lee, Wan yi, Ah Boo, Michelle, Bih Huah..

Penang 2nd day

Ok,today...Currently still in Penang
Early morning we went to have our breakfast in some kind of pasar...

after that,we went to butterfly farm..

those butterflies fly around me...scary man...hahaha...maybe i am xiang xiang gong zu...

hahahahha....

they are indeed beautiful...thank God for creating such a beautiful insects...

Then,go to Toy Museum...world's largest...

i love this place....really.........






CHUCKY!!!!

STICH=)

BATMAN flying~~~

THE KUNGFU PANDA

INCREDIBLE

FREDDY

NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS

i dunno who is this...hahahaha...

scary right?

SPIDERMAN

THE PIKACHUss

SHREK!!

eee.......yuck.....

PONDAN.....

HAHA...that's all for now lah...gtg ready...

heading for lok lok and night market...

to be continue....

SUNDAY....

I went to kl...to sunway...

well,is just a normal day for me coz ntg much i can do there...

So,nxt day i went up straight to Penang...long journey...till my mum's car engine get so hot and have to stop by the roadside to wait for it to cool down..plus it is really a hot day...

Reach Penang about 3pm..

Had lunch in Tesco..

Then back to Leisure Bay...(condominium)

Ok....get everything put nicely in the condo,we go to Gurney Drive for our dinner..

Penang's food really nice...cannot compare to Kluang..hahaha...

i ate asam laksa,rojak,sotong bakar,kuey tiaw goreng,yong tau foo.......so full...feel like vomiting after dinner...what to do..come to Penang must eat alot....

This is Gurney Drive Hawker centre